Fuck. Fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
Not again. Please, God, not again. Not again. Please not again.
He's just unconcious, right? God, please don't let him be in a coma. Not him too.
Damnit, I knew
something was wrong but he said there wasn't. I should've known not to believe him about that.
damnit damnit damnit.
God, please don't let Julian be in a coma.