Sheesh. I haven’t updated this thing in forever. To be honest, I’ve been avoiding getting online. Actually, I’ve been avoiding these stupid journals. Especially seeing how my last entry was about… well. That.
Argh. I don’t know. Julian Keller has complicated my life so much. He screws me over like that and now he’s trying to get me to forgive him and take him back. It’s not going to happen. I may have loved him, but now… now it’d be impossible to. Bleh. At least I’ve still got Kitty and Jubes. Friends always end up being more important than guys, right?
And then there’s Remy. Why is it that people can’t just keep their stupid thoughts to themselves? I mean, there’s nothing going on between us. We’re just really good friends. Okay, I might’ve tried to throw myself at him on St. Patrick’s Day when I was drunk and still moping and distraught over Julian, but Remy was enough of a gentleman (and sober enough) to push me away. Thankfully. I don’t even want to think about how things would’ve gone if he hadn’t. And that’s not even taking my mutation into account. But anyways, he’s been a good friend to me. Things would be better if a certain someone would stop trying to convince me that he’s mind controlling me but I guess that
would be asking for too much. Maybe it would also help things if Remy and I both flatout said we were just friends, but for some reason… it’s more fun to just not say anything.
I think I’m going to stop rambling on here now. I’ve got a few more problems to do for math. It’d be nice to get away from this place for a bit. Maybe I’ll see if I can go back down South when summer comes.
music: Beer for My Horses- Toby Keith