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12:01am 18/01/2007
He's lying to me. I'm not an idiot, I know he is. God, I love him and I trust him, but I know he's lying about this and there's nothing I can do to convince him to at least stop these sessions.

Why the hell does he have to be so goddamn stubborn? He knows I can't deal with hurting him like I hurt Bobby. Argh. Why do I have to end up loving a guy who's an idiot and doesn't know his own limits?
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10:22pm 08/01/2007

Why the hell did I have to get those memories?

Not only the memories of him fucking half the girls in California but I have to get the memories of him fucking Amara too?

Great. Just fucking great.

I'm dating a manwhore.

I can't wait until Frost gets these fucking memories out of my head.
location: room
mood: pissed offpissed off
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Classes Again  
11:05pm 03/01/2007
Ugh, break was over far too soon. Too bad they couldn't have given us this week off too. Only two days so far of 5 am DR sessions and then classes and I already miss break a lot.

I had my first session with Miss Frost today. She's going to try and help me control my powers. I dunno how much she's going to be able to do though. If the Professor couldn't help me... At least I'm doing what I can. These sessions (well so far at least) are pretty tiring though and I feel bad about using Julian to test the different attempts at control even though he kinda went to Frost and volunteered for the job without telling me. I wonder if he's still wants to have that oh so glamorous job after I accidentally knocked him unconcious twice today.

I should really start on some of this homework now. Argh.
location: room
mood: tiredtired
music: Redneck Woman - Gretchen Wilson
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Happy New Year  
10:27pm 01/01/2007
Happy New Year, y'all!!!

Jubes, Jono, John; the fireworks and fire stuff last night was amazing!

Here's to hoping that 2007 will be better than 2006. :)

However, the whole concept of classes tomorrow... not so good. Same with the 5 am DR sessions. Oh well.
location: my room
mood: happyhappy
music: Beer for My Horses- Toby Keith
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Stupid Surveys  
03:19pm 31/12/2006
Julian tagged meCollapse )

And I tag.... hmmm... Piotr.
location: room
mood: coldcold
music: Behind Blue Eyes- The Who
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11:20am 02/12/2006
I really hate this English project. I mean... really really hate it. I don't watch a lot of romantic movies so it's hard to figure out which one I'd want to go with.

I think I'd rather have an extra long DR session instead of write this paper.
location: room
mood: frustratedfrustrated
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[private entry] oh my god  
12:05am 30/11/2006
I can't believe any of this is happening. It's just so... amazing.

He can touch me. Well, he did a bit more then just touch me tonight. That boy sure knows how to kiss.

I hate it when John and Jubes are right though. God... if they ever find out... they're going to be insufferable. Especially John.
location: room
mood: ecstaticecstatic
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My schedule  
10:52am 28/11/2006
I'm posting my schedule here cuz otherwise, I will forget it. Y'all know how good my memory is about this stuff.

8:30- 9:00- Yoga- Logan
9:00- 9:40- AP English- Ororo Munroe
9:45- 10:25- Science- Hank McCoy
10:30- 11:10- AP History – Kurt Wagner/ Ethics- Emma Frost
11:15- 12:00- Mutant History- Kurt Wagner
12:00- 1:00- Lunch
1:00- 1:40- General Music- Scott Summers
1:45- 2:25- Math- Scott Summers
2:25- 3:00- Beginner's Martial Arts- Logan

And I hate the assignment Ms. Munroe gave us for English. Absolutely hate it.
location: History/ethics
mood: boredbored
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[private entry] Good and bad news  
11:04pm 27/11/2006
I've got good news and bad news... (not that any one'll ever see this)

Good news is that Julian and I ain't trying to kill each other anymore.

Bad news is that Bobby still won't talk to me. Or even look at me. And every time I see him, (not that it's very often in the first place) my heart breaks a little bit more.

I'm such an idiot for letting him go but it's for the best. Maybe he can be happy now.
location: Xavier's School
mood: listlesslistless
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[private entry] Things are just so wrong  
06:14pm 24/11/2006
I broke up with Bobby last night. I had to. It broke my heart to do so but I had to. There's no other way he can truly be happy. He's too good for a girl who put him in a coma and then ran for it.

I haven't come out of my room all day. Logan's probably pissed that I didn't go to the DR session but I really don't care right now. Bobby must hate me right now. I don't blame him in a way. He's said he loves me a lot but he doesn't deserve to have to put up with my mutation just because I have to. I did what I thought was best for him. What I know is best for him.

I still love him though.
location: Xavier's School
mood: sadsad
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